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today is the third day of the week...one week ago, i got to knoe dem...so fast...a week had pass...haix...lesson was fine...got back my math test paper...expected...after skool was maths peer tuitoring...it was fun as thing were asborbed! which can help in my maths...after tat, went down to training...today i`m w/o my spect! as tiz morning i cant find it...*blur blur de wo* to be frank...i don feel lik going to training...is like...it is not the usual feeling tat i`ll habb for np...neber ever! now, i jux no more sense of belonging there....no more united squad...no more oley...tats all! as ppl are nopt coming to training anymore...lesser talk out dere...perharps all of us are busy wibb our work...but, it is my responsibility to accomplish my role and tat will be my bery last ting for my np life! NO MORE! i promise! wearing a mask to entertain dem but it seems to be hopless...

as for my gfs...tats fine...i wonder how geraldine was tinking...telling her not to regret...may i ask sth...can dere be no regrets in life? i tink the answer is quite clear.... NO! jux felt tat i`m a frdd who doesnt give nice, motivating and encouraging words....jux don fit to be a gd frdd of dem...ya...useless...totalli useless....cant even cheer up dem up...

everyday trying to put on a mask a best smile to motivate gf, np frdd etc...being a clown for ppl to luff at...i don tink it is a nice ting? i am jux a useless frddd...

SO NEAR YET SO FAR! anyone willing to spare a tots and another chance for me?
jux LEAVE ME ALONE!

my nice week and LC joke!

let me say about pass few days...

wed.20-07-2005
was having the peer tuitoring...it finished at 330 as i had finish the worksheet tat miss tan gave us...30mins earli den i expected! no choice...went tdown for training...don feel lik going as my gto went for dry shoot...for the fiz part of the training i trained the swearing ppl for rifle drills...FUN! got to knoe shawn and theresa... den shawn called me mdm, but i told him to call me nco...when it comes to the second replx, he called me sgt! *arghs* haas...den i jux said..do i habb a sgt look? the sgt "suan-ing" came...haas...after tat...i got to knoe more ppl...justin and cong ee...2 from sss and 2 from nvss...dey are nice and cute peeps...haas...can u imagine shawn and justin are sec 2? haas...to me, dey look lik either a sec 3 or 4 student! keke...no offence...after training we walked to the bustop together...tat was the tym where the LC joke came...i asked dem "ni men LC[lance corporal] le ma? dey replied:"LC le" pear was lik so dirty! saying: "huh? ni men LC le ah?" all started to tink to the other route! haas...LOL...made me so paiseh lo...den dey oso kip calling me sgt sgt sgt...den project superstar! derrick rocks!the song tat he sang was realli touching...budden i prefer piano! keke..haas...tats my day! =)

thur.21-07-2005
again, i had training...after sci i went down for training...saw dem again and dey started to suan me for tat lc joke and sgt...haas...btw, cong ee is bery bery cute...keke...trained my gto..dere are still rooms for improvement! dey can do it! den not much ting happened ba...haas...

fri.22-07-2005
was having math test...when miss tan hinted me on sth i got so stressed up! i don knoe whyy...den miss tan was lik...don be so stress tink slowly...i was lik haix...in d end i did drew out the transformation...after the test i saw their answer...i was lik...OH MAN! my rotation was rotated wrongly...was damn fed up wibb myself! screw tat rotation! i did so much and i got such thing back! damn! forget it...after skool, went down to hall to arrange all the tables for swearing in...after tat, went to change into full-u and help out in d registration counter...keke...after tat, saw dem coming up...so,went forward to wish dem good luck for the parade! keke...it was a nice parade...after tat went down to take my gto...i toot foto wibb dem! haas...toopid shawn was asking justin to show toopid face...haas...in d end...it was nice...keke...took wibb cong ee and theresa oso..and of cos my derek ang and jiahao! haas...after dey left, we had our promotion...i was being promoted to staff =) congrats to peeps who got promoted...those who didnt, don be sad...cheer up...ur effort will be notice soon! continue working hard! after tat we were dismissed...was waiting to clear the table..and ah ong was realli angry for today...haas.."an wei" him..yuppie...keke...den i told him if i promote he muz treat my vitasoy! haas...den he gek siao turn away lo...after training, went to mall to habb dinner wibb our skool de peeps, ke ai de cong ee and tat two dao-er shawn and justin...btw, got one tym pear was question-ing justin...den make him bery paiseh..about taking foto wibb me..haas..den he said he is sad as he cant tk foto wibb me..haas LOL! ate dinner...joking around...after tat was home sweet home...

today! boring day...slacking at home...watched bring it on! kool! the way they danced and the way dey performed was totalli KOOL! haas...realli nice lo...

overall for this week was nice...having a nice mon,tue,wed,thur and fri! bcos of THEM! haas...waiting for carol to send me the fotos and i can update here! gonna to rest le! NITE!

i miss THEM! MISS those day!
my week simply rocks bcos of all the activity...neber had tat smile and laughter for a long tym! =)

SECOND day of the week!

second day of the week. lessons were fine for today. i was feeling giddy while doing coursework part B in the com lab as the com lab de com got weird colours! my lesson ended off at 230pm and went straight home after tat, didn't went for ss. yuppie. was walking in d rain. second tym for the week le! came home, took a nap and went off to cp. went to study again. did the ten years series transformation! was being luff at! keke. cos make sum toopid mistakes but it was fun! haas. if this friday`s math test is like ten year series question, OLEY! keke. sumore kana say by ppl lo. here it goes:"i went out so long u still drawing tat lil`ll triangle ah. this friday de test don nid to take liaos sure not enuff tym de" kana suan for quite a number of tym lo. haas. and the rotation make me piss OFF! keke. everytym oso bu zhun de! budden knew how to apply all the steps!

tmr, thur and fri will be staying back in skool till 630pm! long hours! haix. after tat muz come home and revise my math. so tat i can prove to two person tat i did study and i`m not a slow poke! i can finish the test and pass! keke. NITE!

listening to : yingx`s blog song >_<

START of the week!

monday. it was not a blue monday. haas. as two teacher did not come to skool, so i had two hrs of FREE period! kool. keke. f&n was practical! tot my cup cake was spoilt as it was too watery in d fiz place but my cup cakes manage to pass! haas. ppl who ate my cup cakes gave me 8/10! proud of it! keke. cos it was baked by me! went to kovan to study. learn all the maths. did my peer tutoring hmwk. =) tmr going out to study again. yuppie. nth much. tmr having the coursework part B. hope it will be a fine one for me. haas =) tym for bed!

btw,past 12 le. HAPPY BIRTHDAY To "ah gong" keke>.<

DERRICK ROCKS!

listening to: MY BLOG`S SONG! PIANO BY DERRICK! =))

SUNday

went to my grandma hse this afternoon. reading all the magazine and watch tv. my grandma was saying tat 2 or 3 week neber come le ho. i was lik ya. bery long neber go over to my grandma hse le. miss all the home cook dishes! haas. came home did my hmwks and my f&n. finalli. monday. it is always a BLUE monday. sumhow i hate monday? as i habb to pack up my weekend mood! BOO! is late and tym for bed.

all the best to u.

grumbling wun make your day GOOD!
complaing wun make your day FINE!
so...STOP complaining and grumbling!

in order to habb a good day, habb a right mind set and positive thinking.
besides all that, habb a big SMILE! =)

MIND OVER BODY! kekeke=)

the ride! =)

went f0r the nus tutoring. didnt realli did any maths as i was looking forward to the trip of riding bicycle wibb dem. haas. den during tat period of tym was chatting wibb liang sheng to kill my tym. keke. bad me. den we went t0 puggol. came back here and cycle around hougang. went to 401! my fav place in d past! haas. ate nasi lemak. keke. den back to mall. and came home. butt bery pain. cos wilson`s haro bike de seat is bery hard which make my butt ache lik siao. haas. budden muz thx him for lenidn me his bike! keke. wun forget how he suan me de lo. wan a motor one? and i said i wan a NON-motor one. keke. hao lian norx =xXx busy msg-ing derek. haas, bery long msges! so kool. keke.

tmr still muz d0 t0ns 0f hmwk and my f&n. haix. NITE!

feeling numb. no more feeling. how i wish i can stop seeing all the stuff and stop hearing all the nonsense. my shadows are fadin day by day. can u see it? i`m not looking forward to see rainbow after rainy days. no more. i`m tat clown wearing mask in front of all of u. if i stop wearing it ppl will find it weird. juz a person who wears maks everyday. send sumone to open my heart and see the rue self of mine? maybe the person is YOU. haix ='( follwing the script to act.

derrick rocks!

haas. finalli found his song le! shiok! haas. PIANO! today was having listening comprehension. damn tricky. after tat was training. bery long. i don knoe wadx happening to my gto. or is my expectation too high? tmr g0nna t0 ride bike. wilson de bike is nice to ride. haas. gonna to rest. cos giddy is coming back. NITE

DERRICK ROCKS! >.<

on MC again

woke up and felt super giddy. everything seems to be spinning around me. decided not to go skool. went back to bed and my dad woke me up at abt 11. he asked me to go see doc and he will be the one going wibb me. i was lik "HUH!" cos usualli is my mum who accompany me to see doc. so, abit weird la. budden in d end he went ard walking and left me ALONE at the clinice and went into the room ALONE to see the doc! i was lik. OMG! so weird, took my medicine ALONE and went to packet food after tat was home sweet home. ate my medicine and went to bed again. woke up and studied my SS. got one part i don understand budden i knoe which is impt can liaos. haas. now slacking in front of e com. still abit giddy budden tmr i habb to go to skool. listening! i hate listening. tat day got revsion and i got a pass onli. li lao shi was lik worried whyy my listening standard so poor. haas.

btw, last sunday was having bbq. den the "kids" me,my duidi and godbrother were comparing our height. den my godbrother was like "ni yi qian dou bi wo men gao de leh, na shi qu wen lai ni mei ci zui gao de lo. budden xian zai ho." haas! i was lik. hannor! now i`m the shortest among dem le! LOL! budden realli kool to habb dem. cos we were best cousin since young! staying overnite as his hse. playing togther, going overseas and going out together! FUN! miss those days! den kana ji siao by my aunt dey all. ke lian de wo.

tmr havin listening. all the best to peep who are taking it! =)

my DAY

second day of the week. damn boring. earli in d morning was social studies and teacher seems to be rushing through tat topic. was damn pissed off! rush so fast for wadx. siao. neber even ask us whether did we understand wadx she was trying to say. and throught out the whole f&n lesson was toking and toking. hear about wadx jeramy said, some were rite. haas. which made me tot of the past. about 6mths? HISTORY! haas. today my lesson ended at 4. don knoe how to cope if my lesson ends so late for everyday. once i reach home i will feel tired and i`ll juz lie on my cosy bed after my shower. wasting my tym by slping. damn pissed off. don habb the click to study for the past few days. tmr gonna to buck up and not gonna to stay at home le. going out to study. if not i`ll be wasting my tym slping. i did all the hmwks but i didnt do any revision which is the worst. SLACKER.

tmr dere will be math remedial going on. ends at 4. again a "earli evening"? and dere goes my thur and fri. thur is sci remedial. again lesson ends at 4. fri, training. 630pm. l0nger day. and t0day. got scolding from ong. he called my name out LOUD. dere it goes " LEE HUI YI NG" and i got shocked. den lao. after skool got "scolding" from him. den was going down to office wibb him. my FOOD and KANGROO! lolx. and he was asking how much i got for l1r4 and i told him 12 which is bu ke neng de la. onli happens in my dream land. and he was lik askin me to study study and study. i told him i did. and ppl was addin oil onto the flame! and ask me still go training. haas. wei le wo hao la. every long neber hear his singing le. fiz "singing" for this term. lolx. nothing much. today is TCX birthday! happy birthday to him! =)

song tat i love a lot. is a nice song!

98 DEGREES - Why (Are We Still Friends) Lyrics We do almost everything that lovers do
And that`s why it`s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
Its hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
[CHORUS:]
Why why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I`m always scared I`ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere Ive got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if its win or lose
Now tell me why
[CHORUS]
I don`t wanna be like your brother
I don`t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
[CHORUS x2]

we juz want to hab FUN